I need a vacation from responsiblity
I think I understand death.
It is the only time you get to leave all your undone sh*t behind and not give a damn about it.
I have all these things I should do but when I get half a second to sit down and contemplate doing them I realize in the grand scope of it all I am doing something pointless. So I find something else to distract me until the guilt of having not done what it was I should have done in the first place comes back to haunt me yet again.
Buddhism is the separation of self from stimuli to gain a better understanding of what it is we are.
Vacations are the artificial realization of Dukkha, at least temporarily.
I am now going to get up from my desk and talk a brief walk around my building and try and enjoy the sounds of creation.
🙂
Peace out